Upside Down

[rhema/vision] 11/30/11@ 6pm

HEARD: Hanging upside down sweetie pie.


SAW: A possum hanging from a tree limb.

Had the understand this meant a different perspective.

Confirmation received: 11/30/11 @ 1059pm

Received the following email from Sandy Warner and The Quickened Word  http://thequickenedword.net/

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THE GREAT DOOR OF HOPE 9/5/91

I have brought My people to a door. A door of promise, a door of destiny. Many have approached this door before, with seeds of promise, only to look at it, and see the insurmountable walls. They were given the instructions at Jericho; the time waiting was much more than the time moving. Years of waiting have passed, and the moving has been in circles. But this has not been without purpose.

I have gone before you and set up your place. Indeed, you have circled long enough. Once again, you stand before the door and look at insurmountable odds. But I say unto you, the hour is due. At My command, these walls shall fall, and every man shall enter straight before him. I go before you shouting “Grace.” These walls shall fall and you shall be astonished at MY mighty hand on your behalf.

There are many who have been so sifted by the plow, and blackened by the fire, that they have lost sight of this door of promise, this great door of Hope. They have been turned inside out, and backwards; some are even upside down. But I have been turning the perspective so they may see My view. I AM facing them forward, securing feet in front of the door.

Have no fear if you cannot see the door of promise. Your eyes may still be burning from the smoke. Trust Me to turn you in perfect direction. Have hopeful expectation of what I shall do. For when it opens, it shall open suddenly, and the Light from the other side will be so bright, there will be no questions as to your direction.

I give good gifts to My people. Pick up those hopes lost from yesterday, and dare to believe, this time from MY perspective. Even as the door stands before you, I stand on the other side. When I open the door, you will not walk alone. We will occupy together.

“I know thy works behold I have set before thee an open door and no man can shut it...” (Revelation 3:8)

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Guarded and Protected

[vision] 11/29/11

The last two days our dogs would just randomly start barking horrifically and would run to the the borders of our property.  I would look and not see anything or anyone.  Then last night my husband was in his shop on the edge of one side of our property and heard very loud foot steps that walked to the door and then stopped.  He, thinking it was one of us, said come on in. Nothing happened, he walked over to the door and no one was there. As he was telling me afterwards, he looked frazzled.   I felt the urge to pray a hedge of protection.


SAW: An outline of our property, as if a finger was tracing the borders with fire.  Then I saw a white shiny dome be erected at the borders extended from one border to another.  I then saw 25-50 feet tall angels take their positions at the borders.

 ¹ He who dwells in the secret place of the Most High

         Shall abide under the shadow of the Almighty.

 ² I will say of the LORD, “He is my refuge and my fortress;

         My God, in Him I will trust.” 

         

 ³ Surely He shall deliver you from the snare of the fowler

         And from the perilous pestilence.

 ⁴ He shall cover you with His feathers,

         And under His wings you shall take refuge; 

         His truth shall be your shield and buckler.

 ⁵ You shall not be afraid of the terror by night,

         Nor of the arrow that flies by day,

 ⁶ Nor of the pestilence that walks in darkness,

         Nor of the destruction that lays waste at noonday. 

         

 ⁷ A thousand may fall at your side,

         And ten thousand at your right hand; 

         But it shall not come near you.

 ⁸ Only with your eyes shall you look,

         And see the reward of the wicked. 

         

 ⁹ Because you have made the LORD, who is my refuge,

         Even the Most High, your dwelling place,

 ¹⁰ No evil shall befall you,

         Nor shall any plague come near your dwelling;

 ¹¹ For He shall give His angels charge over you,

         To keep you in all your ways.

 ¹² In their hands they shall bear you up,

         Lest you dash your foot against a stone.

 ¹³ You shall tread upon the lion and the cobra,

         The young lion and the serpent you shall trample underfoot. 

         

 ¹⁴ “Because he has set his love upon Me, therefore I will deliver him;

         I will set him on high, because he has known My name.

 ¹⁵ He shall call upon Me, and I will answer him;

         I will be with him in trouble; 

         I will deliver him and honor him.

 ¹⁶ With long life I will satisfy him,

         And show him My salvation.”

(Psalm 91)

These Things Must Take Place

[vision] 11/28/11


SAW:  A beautiful stretched out plain with the sun shining.  On this plain I saw the head of a lion with the mane blowing in the breeze.  I couldn't make out the body as it was so bright I could only see the glory that surrounded it.


HEARD: Across the plain I am King. High on the mountains I am King.  In the lowest valley I am King.  For this is my land.


SAW: Colossians

^"15 He is the image of the invisible God, the firstborn over all creation.¹⁶ For by Him all things were created that are in heaven and that are on earth, visible and invisible, whether thrones or dominions or principalities or powers. All things were created through Him and for Him. ¹⁷ And He is before all things, and in Him all things consist. ¹⁸And He is the head of the body, the church, who is the beginning, the firstborn from the dead, that in all things He may have the preeminence.¹⁹ For it pleased the Father that in Him all the fullness should dwell,"(Colossians 1:15-19)

Moments later,


         [Lord, what's coming on the land...? ]


SAW: A huge door that lay flat against the earth. I saw the door open.  As I watched I saw a white cloud go down into the door and then come out followed by a black cloud.  


Had the understanding that there was a release on the land.


SAW: Colossians 2:17

^"17 which are a shadow of things to come, but the substance is of Christ."(Colossians 2:17)


HEARD: For these things must take place. 


If we read further in Colossians, keeping in context the word vision,  warnings are given not to subject yourselves to false religion, false humility, the appearance of wisdom  and indulgence of the flesh.   Paul is saying to set your minds on things above- things not of this earth.  For this is the only way to be over comers 

^"5 For though I am absent in the flesh, yet I am with you in spirit, rejoicing to see your good order and the steadfastness of your faith in Christ. 

⁶ As you therefore have received Christ Jesus the Lord, so walk in Him,⁷ rooted and built up in Him and established in the faith, as you have been taught, abounding in it with thanksgiving.
⁸ Beware lest anyone cheat you through philosophy and empty deceit, according to the tradition of men, according to the basic principles of the world, and not according to Christ. ⁹ For in Him dwells all the fullness of the Godhead bodily; ¹⁰ and you are complete in Him, who is the head of all principality and power."(Colossians 2:5-10)


Overcome this evil by putting on LOVE and let the PEACE of God rule in you HEARTS!

^"14 But above all these things put on love, which is the bond of perfection. ¹⁵ And let the peace of God rule in your hearts, to which also you were called in one body; and be thankful. ¹⁶ Let the word of Christ dwell in you richly in all wisdom, teaching and admonishing one another in psalms and hymns and spiritual songs, singing with grace in your hearts to the Lord. ¹⁷ And whatever you do in word or deed, do all in the name of the Lord Jesus, giving thanks to God the Father through Him."(Colossians 3:14-17)

My Prayer: 

Father, I give you praise and glory in Jesus name.  Thank you for this word.  Help us, surround us with your Holy Spirit... guard and protect our hearts.. Father that we might be found faithful and true.  Branded with the seal of Christ forever more, In Jesus Name~Amen 

Be Thankful

[vision] 11/24/11




I want to first say "Happy Thanksgiving to you all!" 

This morning in prayer I asked the Lord for a word for the day? And the word I received confirmed what I 


have been quickened to over and over again the last couple of weeks. Jeremiah's Sash. 


SAW: Jeremiah 13:9

" “Thus says the LORD: ‘In this manner I will ruin the pride of Judah and the great pride of 


Jerusalem."


In context, this verse is referring to the Israel and how unpleasing they had been to the Lord.

In verse 10 the Lord says, "This evil people, who refuse to hear My words, who follow the dictates of 


their hearts, and walk after other gods to serve them and worship them, shall be just like this sash 


which is profitable for nothing."




On this Thanksgiving, we ought not to be thankful only for the 'things' in which the Lord has provided us to 


enjoy in this life, but we need to lift our eyes and hearts to the throne, and be ever praising and ever thankful 


that our God is long suffering with us. We need to renounce all the little gods in our lives and turn and repent 


and follow the only God there is. Jehovah! Renounce the god of television, money, unsatisfactory music, etc.


 And fall on your face before the Living God and serve Him day and night. Cling to His side as this sash of 


Jeremiah's. Cling and don't let go regardless of what may come. Cling to God! For He desires for you to be a 


people of renown, for praise and for glory (v. 11). He loves you so much~

God Bless on this day! 

Love~e

Intently Watching...

[vision] 11/2211


SAW: The Father leaning forward on His throne as if He was intently watching.  Under the throne I saw a crystal clear river flowing.

"The LORD looks down from heaven upon the children of men, To see if there are any who understand, who seek God."(Psalm 14:2)

"For the eyes of the LORD run to and fro throughout the whole earth, to show Himself strong on behalf of those whose heart is loyal to Him." (2 Chronicles 16:9)

The Separation.

[vision] 11/19/11

SAW: Salt shaker with salt and rice mixed together.  The salt is being shaken out of the shaker.  Separating the salt and the rice (the flavor from no flavor)

HEARD: Shaking.

There has been so much separation going on everywhere I look from the UK to America I am seeing a sword being brought and the Lord is separating flavor from no flavor and with such seperation is coming much persecution.

^"12 Rejoice and be exceedingly glad, for great is your reward in heaven, for so they persecuted the prophets who were before you.
¹³ “You are the salt of the earth; but if the salt loses its flavor, how shall it be seasoned? It is then good for nothing but to be thrown out and trampled underfoot by men.
¹⁴ “You are the light of the world. A city that is set on a hill cannot be hidden."(Matthew 5:12-14)

Salt, 
expect to be placed in a more visible position.  For I am spreading you out.  I am setting you as if on a hill.  You can not be hidden.  Now is the time to open your mouths and speak forth my words.  Words that are well seasoned...For I am bring a sword on the Land and even as you have noticed a separation is taking place.  Do not fear for this is my sword and I am bringing it forth as even now it is piercing and dividing.  You can not stand still any longer, the land is crying out and I am shaking the shaker.  Take hold of your new positions.  Do not shutter and do not fear, be strong.  For courageousness is in your DNA.  I have restored, healed, and preserved you for such a a time as this.  


Father, for I give you praise and glory.  For I will stand strong and will not lose my flavor.  I will remain well seasoned for you oh Lord. For my strength comes from you alone.  In Jesus Name!

Snatch and Slay

[vision/prophetic word] 11/16/11


SAW: Jude


Quickened to Jude 17-23

¹⁷ But you, beloved, remember the words which were spoken before by the apostles of our Lord Jesus Christ: ¹⁸ how they told you that there would be mockers in the last time who would walk according to their own ungodly lusts. ¹⁹These are sensual persons, who cause divisions, not having the Spirit.²⁰ But you, beloved, building yourselves up on your most holy faith, praying in the Holy Spirit, ²¹ keep yourselves in the love of God, looking for the mercy of our Lord Jesus Christ unto eternal life. 

²² And on some have compassion, making a distinction; ²³ but others save with fear, pulling them out of the fire, hating even the garment defiled by the flesh."(Jude 1:17-23)

SAW:  A large open room with someone standing alone.  Scripture was writen on the wall highlighted in red. 

            [Lord, I don't understand.]

SAW: This 'person' as it appeared to be growing to super human heights...25-50 feet tall.  

             [Lord Who is this?]

HEARD: This is the Scoffing spirit. 

[Lord, I still don't understand. Please show me something else to help me understand.]

SAW: A Bible turned on it's spine. The front and back cover were white while the pages were all RED. 

            [Lord, may I please have a scripture?]

SAW: John 1:2

^"2 He was in the beginning with God." (John 1:2)

Being so mental and physically drained from the day. I was laid my head down on my bible and fell asleep.  

[Trance Vision] 

SAW: A deer. 

Prophetic message: 
Scoffers are rising up and they are coming against my son, Jesus Christ they are not coming against you . But when you take a stand for my son you will be persecuted.  I have called you to protect my dear children... The ones being lead a stray.  Snatch them from the fire.   Such aggressiveness will not be accepted by many. But, my child, I have called you for such a time as this.  Be encouraged.  I love you and you are walking in my will for your life.  Have I not said, you will be persecuted.  To many this does not look like peace. But you have my peace the peace that passes all understanding... The peace that I give not as the world gives for they know not my peace. They seek peace from worldly standards not the peace that flows from my throne for from my thrown flows living waters...It washes away every care every concern.  My grace is sufficient for you... I have called you and anointed you for this time.  Stand boldly for these are the days.  My right hand will sustain you and will not cause you to fall as long as you focus you eyes on me.  Be not moved by wavering  opinions and ear tickling desires... For from these are the ones I want snatched... My little ones who know not the meat...but are only able to drink the milk...It is for those that I am calling you to snatch.  Snatch is not a soft touch. To snatch is to pull forcefully.  Many will not understand such roughness.  But my child, these are the times and time is short.  I will heap great rewards on those  who listen to my voice and bid my calling.  For many are called but few are chosen. The path is very narrow...though the gate is large...few will find the narrow path.  I love you my child, this is your place of authority.  You are seated high and have a different prespective.  From up here all things look different...The giants are mere grasshoppers.  A single stone, Erica. A Single stone will bring them down.  Be not dismayed at their size for Yes I called them, I created them, I anointed them, but they have lost their way.  Be not dismayed, a single stone will bring them down...it is my stone and it will bring them low.     


Snatch define: to seize by a sudden or hasty grasp;to take, get, secure (suddenly or hastily); to rescue or  by prompt action (He snatched the baby from the fire); to kidnap.

²³ but others save with fear, pulling them out of the fire, hating even the garment defiled by the flesh."(Jude 1:23)

Strong's Concordance for 'pulling': G726

1) to seize, carry off by force

2) to seize on, claim for one's self eagerly

3) to snatch out or away

My prayer: 

Father, for my only desire is to please you and glorify you. Father shelter tender hearts from the slaying.  Father help me to see the little ones hiding in the bushes for fear of the stones.  Father I pray for those...I lift those up to you that you may hide them in the clefts of your rock.  Father, I pray for strength and courage to slay the giants...Father guard my eyes and my ears to only see and only hear what you would have me too for you know my tender heart.   Father I love you and will take my stand for you.  In Jesus name I pray fro clarity of vision and a clear direct path in Jesus name.  Amen. 

The Vine: Grace and Compassion

[vision/quickening] 11/16/11

SAW: Jonah sitting with his arms folded and a vine covering his head.


HEARD: I knew it. Gracious and Compassionate.

Quickened scripture: Jonah 4:5-10

^"5 So Jonah went out of the city and sat on the east side of the city. There he made himself a shelter and sat under it in the shade, till he might see what would become of the city. ⁶ And the LORD God prepared a plant and made it come up over Jonah, that it might be shade for his head to deliver him from his misery. So Jonah was very grateful for the plant. ⁷ But as morning dawned the next day God prepared a worm, and it so damaged the plant that it withered. ⁸ And it happened, when the sun arose, that God prepared a vehement east wind; and the sun beat on Jonah’s head, so that he grew faint. Then he wished death for himself, and said, “It is better for me to die than to live.” 

⁹ Then God said to Jonah, "Is it right for you to be angry about the plant?"

   And he said, "It is right for me to be angry, even to death!"

¹⁰ But the LORD said, “You have had pity on the plant for which you have not labored, nor made it grow, which came up in a night and perished in a night.¹¹ And should I not pity Nineveh, that great city, in which are more than one hundred and twenty thousand persons who cannot discern between their right hand and their left—and much livestock?”

   "(Jonah 4:5-10)

I have become so disillusioned with large falling 'big" name ministries and have been discussing such falling leaders a lot lately.  For the sheep need to beware of harmful shepherds .  It truly grieves my spirit that so many "leaders" are being lead astray...and are preaching false or watered down Gospel.  They have such a following...so many lives at steak. It's not about "their" ministry it's about people going to hell. 

I believe this is the father's heart right now towards these ministries.  He has grown them, lead them, cared for them and now so many can't tell their right hand from their left.  But our God is a gracious, and compassionate God...We need to really pray and lift these people up before the throne.  My desire is not for God to send lightening bolts to destroy them... No, my desire is God's desire that they would turn from their wicked ways and live... He has great concern over them!  

My prayer: 

Father, I thank you for so many who have labored through the years for you... I thank you that you are a compassionate God full of mercy and slow to anger.  Father, right now I lift up all these ministries before your throne...Father, for their following is great.. many many many lives are at steak here.  Father, send them warnings, severe warnings that they maybe fearful that they might turn back to you and multitude upon multitudes will be saved... Father convict them of their first love...Father open their eyes to the basics of your love and mercy again... Father I love you and ask for grace to stand firm, help me Lord to remain with open eyes and open ears before you... Father I pray for increased discernment for your children, all  your children... Father that we might all see your ways and walk in them daily.  Amen! 

Worshiper, Use Insight!

[word vision] 11/15/11

Worshiping in prayer this morning

SAW: Insight

American Heritage Dictionary defines "insight" as a penetrating mental vision or discernment; faculty of seeing into inner character or underlying truth.


SAW: Obadiah (which means servant or "worshiper" of the Lord)

In a world full of color things really are black and white. There is either good OR there is evil.  There is NO in between. NO grey areas when it comes God and Satan.  For in this message God is calling for His worshipers, His children,  into greater insight greater discernment.

Many of you are having relationships with people you ought not have or at the very least having strong boundaries with.  Remember, a little yeast works through the whole dough.  Once you listen to the voice of the enemy and open the doors of your heart for fear of placing judgment on someone you are opening yourself up to their stuff.  If your convictions are not grounded firmly in the Word of God they will pull you down with them.  The voice of the enemy loves Luke 6:37 “Judge not, and you shall not be judged. Condemn not, and you shall not be condemned..."  Remember when Satan tempted Jesus, he tempted Him with scripture "as it is written".  However, this verse remains to be God's Word, infallible and true. We must learn to judge all things from a spiritual standpoint. Being Spiritually discerning as those who are not walking in the Spirit are spiritually discerned, meaning they can not understand the things of the Spirit.  If you are judging out of your flesh and emotional states then you are falsely judging...and are at risk of being judged yourself.  However when we are walking in the Spirit and are lead by the Spirit we are allowed judge, as it is written we the Saints will judge the world (1 Corinthians 6:2);  Therefore, we being spiritual must judge all things (1 Corinthians 2:14-16).   Keep in mind, if the enemy can keep you from spiritually judging all things than he can keep you from correcting and restoring.  Essentially by doing this he can keep those walking in darkness in the dark.


"Do you not know that the saints will judge the world? And if the world will be judged by you, are you unworthy to judge the smallest matters?" (1 Corinthians 6:2) 

^"14 But the natural man does not receive the things of the Spirit of God, for they are foolishness to him; nor can he knowthem, because they are spiritually discerned. ¹⁵ But he who is spiritual judges all things, yet he himself is rightly judged by no one. ¹⁶ For “who has known the mind of the LORD that he may instruct Him?” But we have the mind of Christ." (1 Corinthians 2:14-16)

God wants us to reach out to the lost but, He doesn't want us to do until we, ourselves, are strong in our place of understanding with Him. Thus, we have Matthew 7:5 and Luke 6:42.  

"Hypocrite! First remove the plank from your own eye, and then you will see clearly to remove the speck from your brother’s eye. "(Matthew 7:5)


"Or how can you say to your brother, ‘Brother, let me remove the speck that is in your eye,’ when you yourself do not see the plank that is in your own eye? Hypocrite! First remove the plank from your own eye, and then you will see clearly to remove the speck that is in your brother’s eye."(Luke 6:42)


Many times, just showing love, without opening doors, can be the strongest witness.  While we are working to get our Spiritual walk corrected.

Confirmation: 
After I had received this word this morning, I went to take my 5 year old to school and on the way home I heard this song by Casting Crowns.  I haven't heard it before.   Wow, What a perfect confirmation.  Worshipers use insight....Be Wise with your choices!

Believe that YOU are MY Beloved

[vision/encounter] 11/13/11

SAW: Jesus sitting on a rock beside a dirt road. (I know this dirt road as I have meet Jesus here a couple of times before.)  He said, ' I have been waiting for you". He got up and we started to walk.  As we walked He waved His arm across the sky and said, "Erica, when I ask you to dig deeper your not just getting more of Me your getting more of My creation".   As I looked, the wave of His arm seemed to pull a veil back and I could see dimensions opened before my eyes.  Within these dimensions I could see doors, galaxies, and portals.  With the simple wave of His arm all of this became visible.  As we turned  I saw before my eyes high and lifted up a golden throne trimmed in scarlet red with diamonds across the back the throne.   He said, "I need you to take your place. I need you to see everything from this prospective".  I took the throne  and immediately my perspective changed. I saw the earth and the fullness there of, meaning I could see everything (or at least everything my eyes could take in).  "I need you to believe that you are my beloved," He said.

I was given no time to ponder this as He immediately took my hand and said, "Now come with me". As I grasped His hand we were immediately outside one of the Gates of Heaven.  The golden glow completely over powering.  It was a bustling city.  I saw many many children.  Even the adults so seemed as though they were children (not actually child size...but child like at heart and it showed).  The joyous jubilant atmosphere was electrifying .  Suddenly, as I was standing taking in all my eyes were beholding I saw this little girl come running up to with arms opened wide as if she knew me.  I would say her age was about 7.   I didn't recognize her.  (I miscarried about 7 years ago.  I was only 7 weeks along, but I seemed to always know it was a girl--God told me to name her Grace.- Maybe that was who the girl was.)  Jesus said, "Erica enjoy your life-laugh more- reflect this atmosphere- Reflect Heaven.

^"6 and raised us up together, and made us sit together in the heavenly places in Christ Jesus,"(

Ephesians 2:6)

more to come

Do not hush your speaking...

[quickening] 11/13/11

I had just finished the section about God's timing in my book and had turned off my computer and was going to bed.  As I grabbed my Bible for one last Word from the Lord before I went to sleep I kept being quickened to  part of a verse from Acts 17:26. " ...He determined the times set for them..."' .  I opened my Bible to that verse and just started reading and found myself being completely awed by God when I got to Acts 18: 5-10.  With special emphasis on verse 9-10.

⁵ When Silas and Timothy had come from Macedonia, Paul was compelled by the Spirit, and testified to the Jews that Jesus is the Christ. ⁶ But when they opposed him and blasphemed, he shook his garments and said to them, “Your blood be upon your own heads; I am clean. From now on I will go to the Gentiles.” ⁷ And he departed from there and entered the house of a certain man named Justus,one who worshiped God, whose house was next door to the synagogue. ⁸ Then Crispus, the ruler of the synagogue, believed on the Lord with all his household. And many of the Corinthians, hearing, believed and were baptized. 

⁹ Now the Lord spoke to Paul in the night by a vision, “Do not be afraid, but speak, and do not keep silent; ¹⁰ for I am with you, and no one will attack you to hurt you; for I have many people in this city.” (Acts 18:5-10)

In the Fall of 1999, shortly after receiving the seer anointing. I laid down to sleep one night and had the following dream.

[dream]
I was walking in from the field from behind our home at night and as I looked around I could see animals of all kinds coming out from the field as well.  All walking towards me.  I started walking faster to the house and as I did a mighty wind started blowing.  By the time I reached out to touch the door knob the mighy wind pulled me back and I could hardly stand as it was engulfing me.  Then suddenly there was a quietness even though the mighty wind was still blowing...still gusting... A calmness was present..a stillness and I heard a voice saying, "Do not hush your speaking".  I opened my mouth to try and talk and and I could hardly form words... I continue to try and each time I did my voice got stronger and stronger... my voice got louder and louder until suddenly the wind was gone.
[end dream]

more to come

Healing Has Come

[rhema/vision] 11/12/11

The last several days I have been thinking a lot about the people God weaves in and out of our lives through out our journey with Him (hearing the word 'Tapestry").  Seemingly random people pop into our lives and we identify with their spirit and become great friends.  Not really completely understanding that even those connections are significant.  God has them ordained for such a time as this.  For they are key players, if you will, in the next leg our our race.

Yesterday I was having a conversation with such a friend, an apostle friend.  I honestly can't remember the day she entered my life but the friendship seems to be ordained by God as He is using her to encourage me.  For this next leg is requiring much encouragement as He is revealing some wounds that need to be healed.

As we were conversing, she offered to sow into my ministry.  Upon hearing her say the word "Sow" I actually got so tongue tied as I was completely thrown off guard.  Who am I that she would sow into my work...I felt so unworthy of her offer.

As I began to really ponder this and seek the Lord,  He started revealing to me the purpose of the course He has taken with me over the couple months (exactly two months today).  On September 12th I had a dream that left me saying, "NO NO NO Lord " upon awakening.   Let me explain the "NO NO NO's".  In this dream I heard the Lord say 'Never alone".  I will copy and paste that journal entry.

[dream] 9/12/11


HEARD: Being a warrior was a calling for her. But, under the same sharing apostle.


Hebrews 3:1
"Therefore, holy brothers and sisters, who share in the heavenly calling, fix your thoughts on Jesus, whom we acknowledge as our apostle and high priest."


I heard a song, during this dream, but it was a song that I knew... As I focused on the song I...


HEARD: "Never alone"

Now at the point I had this dream, I had not questioned as to whether or not I was alone.  For I understood and trusted the Lord would never leave me.  However, He knew the time I was about to enter.  He knew that during that time I would question whether or not He had left me.  So, He was providing encouragement before I ever got there.  Reassuring me that He was still there and that I was not alone.   My "NO NO NO" was because I understood from the dream that this time was coming and I didn't want to walk there.  It has been my history that when I enter into these sifting or breaking periods that God will hide Himself to allow me to grow... to make me seek him deeper.  I was currently experiencing a flow in the supernatural.  Having more dreams and visions than I ever had and I just didn't want that intimacy with the Lord to be put on hold.  As I was anticipating a "pause" in our relationship and I had come to rely on the Lord's daily words like I depend on air to breath.  Regardless of the necessary growth I needed, I was not looking forward to this time.

However, the Lord knows best and true to this dream over the last couple of months I found myself wondering where God was as the flow that I was experiencing had slowed to a trickle and I was not enjoying it at all.  I found myself being quickened to the words in the dream over and over again, "Never Alone".  For as I understood the course I was taking was a time of being sifted and broken again.  For those of you who have tread that ground regularly you know that it is a bitter sweet time...Not fun times but completely necessary in order for God to take us into the deeper things of Him.  While the Lord was gracious enough to send words of encouragement by way of prophet after prophet over the last couple months, I am not one who seeks a word from a prophet but rather the voice of the Lord as He as created me to be a Seer.  So you can imagine, these were hard times for me.

Oddly enough, during these months my ministry has budded.  I signed a contract for a book and  have been invited to speak at various events.  None the less, I'm thinking, "God what a time for you to hide yourself.  I need you more now than ever.  I need to hear your voice".

What is interesting is that this growth has brought me to a place in my journey where a soul injury has been revealed.

We can equate this with the idea of traveling along a road and as we travel down this road we come to a pot hole.  A huge pot hole, one that completely covers the road making it impassible.  Because our destination is on the other side of this road we have two options: We could turn back and miss our destination or destiny altogether or we could repair the hole and continue on are journey towards our destination.

Let me explain how this applies.  As long as I am safely hidden behind the monitor of my computer screen or in the secret of my prayer closet this injury is safe from the healer...However, my destination, my destiny is not to remain here.  So, I have two options, I can remain on this side of the pot hole (injury) or I can allow God to heal it and continue on my journey towards the calling He has for me.  Seems like a simple choice. Trust me, it's not.  Even as I am writing this tears are flowing down my cheeks.  For God reveals the brokenness in order to heal and restore not for us to remain broken.  

HEARD: I am not breaking you, I am restoring you. I am healing you.

SAW: A large open wound just above my foot.  I could see all the way to the bone.

SAW: The rear of a large jet lifting off.

The Lord revealed this wound as being inflicted by negative words from negative people in secret and behind my back.  People who have ignored me, shunned me, made me feel as though I am not worthy of the calling I am professing to have.  This attack on my flesh (as in the natural)  has left a soul injury and before the Lord can advance me further...it has to be dealt with.  Although I knew such things were being said and thought I never realized how deeply I had been injured by them...But, the Lord sees the injury and wants to make me whole...He wants to heal this wound before my ministry can completely soar.  I have to be made whole...Free of soul injuries.


Interesting note: I had the "Never Alone" dream on 9/12. Today is 11/12.

Strong's Concordance: H912
corresponds with "Bedeiah" servant of Jehovah

Gesenius's Lexicon:  "Bedeiah" translates this to be "In the protection of Jehovah"

Strong's Concordance: H1112 corresponds with

1) a murmur, murmuring, muttering

a) a secret debate

b) a secret displeasure not openly avowed

^"11 And have no fellowship with the unfruitful works of darkness, but rather expose them. ¹² For it is shameful even to speak of those things which are done by them in secret. ¹³ But all things that are exposed are made manifest by the light, for whatever makes manifest is light."(Ephesians 5:11-13)

For the Lord says, "You can do all things through me, you have my righteousness. I have called you and anointed you.  I have made you worthy. I will heal you so you will be lacking nothing. You will be complete." 


Quickened Word: Sow

SAW: A large needle and thread actively sowing the wound together.

HEARD: Let no man undo what I have done. You are my child and I will defend you.

"For the word of God is living and powerful, and sharper than any two-edged sword, piercing even to the division of soul and spirit, and of joints and marrow, and is a discerner of the thoughts and intents of the heart."(Hebrews 4:12)


"For I will restore health to you And heal you of your wounds,’ says the LORD, ‘ Because they called you an outcast saying: “ This is Zion; No one seeks her.”’ (Jeremiah 30:17)


"He restores my soul; He leads me in the paths of righteousness For His name’s sake."(Psalm 23:3)