Thursday, March 31, 2011

Upward Gaze

I sit here with my gaze upwardly~
Not physically but spiritually
I find my attention, my longing, my desires
to be other worldly!
I notice my heart is captivated, captivated
by the Great one, for he has all of me..

I sit here with my gaze off to the future
that my mind is only given a glimce off...
I find my past a mist of never more
and my tomorrows are of grandeur...
I notice my words are no longer mine
as my spirit speaks to its maker...

I sit here in a gaze
as the world vanishes around me...
I find my attention is on a throne
to the one who sits
among might thunders and rushing rivers.
I notice my eyes are beholding eternity
and my soul is at peace...

How can I focus on these
worldly deeds that I must endure~
When my eyes behold such beauties
such pictures of hidden treasures

How can I pretend to not feel the outwardly struggle
as my flesh is caught between
When the closer I get to the Lord of ALL
Evil is sculling around me as it searches for a break
in my armor..

I sit here in a gaze
hearing and seeing into another world~
a world where every possibility exist..
Where out of such light reaches out
and demolishes darkness making humanity whole...
Where out of such voices travel at the speed of light
and prayers become sweet aroma...
Where out of such wind brushes over and under
angelic host as a touch from God is delivered...
Where out of such a word spoken is delivered
as breathe and new life begins...

I sit here, but not...
because I have little kinship with this world...
My identity is held in the heavenlies~
For there is where I long to be...

Wednesday, March 30, 2011

A Sanctuary..

[vision] 3/30/11

SAW: I saw a door...just slightly open...light was shining very brightly around all sides of the door.  I walked toward the door and as I did it opened... I walked through it and saw a beautiful lush heavenly sanctuary... in the middle was a river.. There were butterflies flying...birds singing...very peaceful very tranquil...As I was standing in that sanctuary. 

HEARD: Who can dwell in this sanctuary? Who can dwell in this sanctuary? 

I then realized that I was suppose to respond... 

[I can, I can dwell in this sanctuary...in this sanctuary of the Most High!"] 

HEARD: You have answered correctly~now go and see to it that you remain pure~protect the gates.  

Psalm 15:1-5 (NIV)


 "1 LORD, who may dwell in your sacred tent?
   Who may live on your holy mountain?
 2 The one whose walk is blameless,
   who does what is righteous,
   who speaks the truth from their heart;
3 whose tongue utters no slander,
   who does no wrong to a neighbor,
   and casts no slur on others;
4 who despises a vile person
   but honors those who fear the LORD;
who keeps an oath even when it hurts,
   and does not change their mind;
5 who lends money to the poor without interest;
   who does not accept a bribe against the innocent.
   Whoever does these things
   will never be shaken."


Isaiah 33:14-17 (NIV)

"14 The sinners in Zion are terrified;
   trembling grips the godless:
“Who of us can dwell with the consuming fire?
   Who of us can dwell with everlasting burning?”
15 Those who walk righteously
   and speak what is right,
who reject gain from extortion
   and keep their hands from accepting bribes,
who stop their ears against plots of murder
   and shut their eyes against contemplating evil—
16 they are the ones who will dwell on the heights,
   whose refuge will be the mountain fortress.
Their bread will be supplied,
   and water will not fail them.
 17 Your eyes will see the king in his beauty
   and view a land that stretches afar."


The Garment of Praise for the spirit of Heaviness...


[vision] 3/30/11

Sometimes the enemy strikes so fast and so furious .that the end result is nothing less than a broken heart... and a very heavy spirit!!  This was just the case for me last night....So, I woke up with my heart being so heavy  from the attack that words really weren't even able to be formed... I knew I should not have engaged in the battle...but, in a moment of flesh.. I did...and as soon as I realized it...and trust me it was pretty immediate I very sorrowfully repented... but my heart was injured!  All I could do was pray in the spirit...for I had no words...but my spirit sure did!

HEARD: A garment of praise for the spirit of Heaviness.

..The Lord was offering me the garment of praise in turn for this spirit of heaviness...and I was gonna take him up on the offer... I had a few errands to run so I got in my car and put on some praise music.

SAW: My heart being pulled toward heaven and LIGHT reaching down...

HEARD:  I am mending your heart.

I suddenly became so emotional!  I began to praise and worship him even more.... That's my God~~that's all I could think~that's the God I serve...He cares about my broken heart...

Thank you Father for hearing my heart and my spirit when I am unable to form words.... Thank you Father for the garment of praise in exchange for the spirit of heaviness...Thank you Father that you love me so much that you care enough to mend my broken heart.... Thank you Father... I give you all the praise and Glory~ I love you so much!!

Isaiah 61: 3 
 "To appoint unto them that mourn in Zion, to give unto them beauty for ashes, the oil of joy for mourning, the garment of praise for the spirit of heaviness; that they might be called trees of righteousness, the planting of the LORD, that he might be glorified."

Protect your EYES...and Protect your EARS


[rhema] 3/28/11

I sat down with my bible and asked the Lord where he wanted to take me..

HEARD:  Samuel

            [...Okay, Lord! Which one?]


HEARD: 2 Samuel

2 Samuel 12:1-25

 "1 The LORD sent Nathan to David. When he came to him, he said, “There were two men in a certain town, one rich and the other poor. 2 The rich man had a very large number of sheep and cattle, 3 but the poor man had nothing except one little ewe lamb he had bought. He raised it, and it grew up with him and his children. It shared his food, drank from his cup and even slept in his arms. It was like a daughter to him.
 4 “Now a traveler came to the rich man, but the rich man refrained from taking one of his own sheep or cattle to prepare a meal for the traveler who had come to him. Instead, he took the ewe lamb that belonged to the poor man and prepared it for the one who had come to him.”
 5 David burned with anger against the man and said to Nathan, “As surely as the LORD lives, the man who did this must die! 6 He must pay for that lamb four times over, because he did such a thing and had no pity.”
 7 Then Nathan said to David, “You are the man! This is what the LORD, the God of Israel, says: ‘I anointed you king over Israel, and I delivered you from the hand of Saul. 8 I gave your master’s house to you, and your master’s wives into your arms. I gave you all Israel and Judah. And if all this had been too little, I would have given you even more. 9Why did you despise the word of the LORD by doing what is evil in his eyes? You struck down Uriah the Hittite with the sword and took his wife to be your own. You killed him with the sword of the Ammonites. 10 Now, therefore, the sword will never depart from your house, because you despised me and took the wife of Uriah the Hittite to be your own.’
 11 “This is what the LORD says: ‘Out of your own household I am going to bring calamity on you. Before your very eyes I will take your wives and give them to one who is close to you, and he will sleep with your wives in broad daylight. 12You did it in secret, but I will do this thing in broad daylight before all Israel.’”
 13 Then David said to Nathan, “I have sinned against the LORD.”
   Nathan replied, “The LORD has taken away your sin. You are not going to die. 14 But because by doing this you have shown utter contempt for[a] the LORD, the son born to you will die.”
 15 After Nathan had gone home, the LORD struck the child that Uriah’s wife had borne to David, and he became ill. 16David pleaded with God for the child. He fasted and spent the nights lying in sackcloth[b] on the ground. 17 The elders of his household stood beside him to get him up from the ground, but he refused, and he would not eat any food with them.
 18 On the seventh day the child died. David’s attendants were afraid to tell him that the child was dead, for they thought, “While the child was still living, he wouldn’t listen to us when we spoke to him. How can we now tell him the child is dead? He may do something desperate.”
 19 David noticed that his attendants were whispering among themselves, and he realized the child was dead. “Is the child dead?” he asked.
“Yes,” they replied, “he is dead.”
 20 Then David got up from the ground. After he had washed, put on lotions and changed his clothes, he went into the house of the LORD and worshiped. Then he went to his own house, and at his request they served him food, and he ate.
 21 His attendants asked him, “Why are you acting this way? While the child was alive, you fasted and wept, but now that the child is dead, you get up and eat!”
 22 He answered, “While the child was still alive, I fasted and wept. I thought, ‘Who knows? The LORD may be gracious to me and let the child live.’ 23 But now that he is dead, why should I go on fasting? Can I bring him back again? I will go to him, but he will not return to me.”
 24 Then David comforted his wife Bathsheba, and he went to her and made love to her. She gave birth to a son, and they named him Solomon. The LORD loved him; 25 and because the LORD loved him, he sent word through Nathan the prophet to name him Jedidia"


 ["There are so many revelations here... what do you want me to focus on...?]

HEARD:  "Now go back and read Chapter 11"

So, I did...and then re-read chapter 12.

HEARD:  He went to the House of the Lord and worshiped. I want you to focus on that.

I want you to notice the procession of events...When David saw with his EYES the beauty of Bathsheba he lusted after her beauty  (lust gave way to adultery~SIN)...and when David heard with his EARS that Bathsheba was Uriah's wife he conspired to have him killed.. (covetousness gave way to murder~SIN) ...

SIN...
BROUGHT TO LIGHT...
SORROW...
REPENTANCE...
PRAYER...
PRAISE...
WORSHIP...
NEW LIFE...

Actions brings about Death and actions bring about Life...

PROTECT YOUR EYES and PROTECT YOUR EARS~~~ and behold the Life I have for you...a life of peace...

1 Chronicles 22:6-10

 (NIV)

6 Then he called for his son Solomon and charged him to build a house for the LORD, the God of Israel. 7 David said to Solomon: “My son, I had it in my heart to build a house for the Name of the LORD my God. 8 But this word of the LORD came to me: ‘You have shed much blood and have fought many wars. You are not to build a house for my Name, because you have shed much blood on the earth in my sight. 9 But you will have a son who will be a man of peace and rest, and I will give him rest from all his enemies on every side. His name will be Solomon,[a] and I will grant Israel peace and quiet during his reign. 10 He is the one who will build a house for my Name. He will be my son, and I will be his father. And I will establish the throne of his kingdom over Israel forever.’"



Thank you Father... I give you praise! In Jesus name I wash my eyes and my ears with the blood of Jesus Christ that they may behold no unclean thing... Help me to keep the windows and portals to my soul clean and pure before you Father... that I am be able to see and hear all your Glory! In Jesus Mighty name...



Sunday, March 27, 2011

THE Veil...

I must share this..because I was so blessed~Thank you Lord!

As we bowed our heads in the opening prayer at church this morning~ I had a vision of "THE Veil" being torn.... that was it... "The Veil" was torn.

Our pastor has been preaching in a series on "Where do I find God" it has been a beautiful journey throughout creation, the written word..etc... Today's message took us through many books of the Old Testament... As we journeyed throughout the history of the OT... Our pastor was revealing God's mighty hand guiding and preserving a people....in which he would bring about salvation.... Ultimately leading to "The Veil" being torn.... reuniting all humanity to God!  How beautiful the picture... God holding fast to his promise to Abraham....that he can not lie...that after rising king after king... to lead his people.... back to himself... What patience Our God has... How beautiful is his compassion toward humanity~His creation.... Thank you Father for your great LOVE for us ALL!


Luke 23: 45-46
45And the sun was darkened, and the veil of the temple was rent in the midst.
   46And when Jesus had cried with a loud voice, he said, Father, into thy hands I commend my spirit: and having said thus, he gave up the ghost.


Hebrews 10:12-23
   12But this man, after he had offered one sacrifice for sins for ever, sat down on the right hand of God;
   13From henceforth expecting till his enemies be made his footstool.
   14For by one offering he hath perfected for ever them that are sanctified.
   15Whereof the Holy Ghost also is a witness to us: for after that he had said before,
   16This is the covenant that I will make with them after those days, saith the Lord, I will put my laws into their hearts, and in their minds will I write them;
   17And their sins and iniquities will I remember no more.
   18Now where remission of these is, there is no more offering for sin.
   19Having therefore, brethren, boldness to enter into the holiest by the blood of Jesus,
   20By a new and living way, which he hath consecrated for us, through the veil, that is to say, his flesh;
   21And having an high priest over the house of God;
   22Let us draw near with a true heart in full assurance of faith, having our hearts sprinkled from an evil conscience, and our bodies washed with pure water.
   23Let us hold fast the profession of our faith without wavering; (for he is faithful that promised;)

The Farm...

[vision] 3/27/11

SAW: A farm with beautifully keep grounds...green green grass...white fences...white buildings...white silo.. The farmland surrounding it  is plowed perfectly. Ready for a crop.

HEARD: James

Okay... So, I opened my bible and went to James...

James 5: 7-8
"Be patient, then brothers, until the Lord's coming. See how the farmer waits for the Land to yield it's valuable crop and how patient he is for the autumn and spring rains.  You too. be patient and stand firm..."

Fill Thy Cup
"You are standing on fertile soil... Everything has been neatly and meticulously cared for... and yet your harvest has not yet come in... Be patient and stand firm, for my spirit is creating in you a a beautiful crop and in time you will see the fruits of your labor... You have been experiencing the Autumn rains, but you are about to experience the spring rains which will yield the harvest... Be patient and Stand firm~nothing wavering..."

Thank you Lord, I give you praise and glory!  I will stand firm in you for there lies my everything... I worship you~you are so worthy~~ Thank you father, thank you for the work you do in me...Thank you for allowing me to hear your voice... thank you father that you surround me and engulf my being...thank you Father for loving me that much!  May I be a blessing to others because you have so richly blessed me,  In Jesus Mighty name, Amen!

Saturday, March 26, 2011

The Prophetic Savant

I came across this by Article by Chip Brogden "The Prophetic Savant"   
 from a friends' FB page and I am posting the original link here because I gasped the entire way through.... I thought, WOW, how unbelievable that someone has captured my thoughts, my feelings, my struggles and have worded them more beautifully than I could ever imagine!  Reading it, I felt known...I felt normal...as I so often feel misplaced...I have often felt something was wrong with me... I thought that much of the struggle would get easier the closer I got to God~However, on the contrary...it has only gotten harder and the struggle more fierce!  Caught between two worlds... how could it be easy~EVER?  This article captures it all... Thank you Chip Brogden!

http://theschoolofchrist.org/articles/the-prophetic-savant.html

Esther and a Muddy Boot....


[vision/revelation] 3/26/11

For a couple of days now "Esther" has been on my mind and in my spirit..


SAW:  A muddy hiking boot in front of a Mountain and Revelation is written on the mountain....

Felt drawn to read the book of Esther.

When I finished reading it...I simply sat just meditating on the book...Whew, this book is loaded with spiritual insights...


HEARD:  Golden scepter. Who used the Golden Scepter?  How did he use it?

  [The scepter was used to grant favor to someone entering into his inner court unannounced~When King Xerxes extended his scepter..he would be sparing the life of the one who entered..since it was law to that anyone who approached the King without being summoned be put to death .. Esther 4:11]


Fill thy Cup: 
As you are understanding that I have seated you in the heavens with and through my Son...with power to rule and have dominion over all authorities...to execute favor or to extend a death sentence...this golden scepter is a tool it is the sword..the word of God... to be used in prayer... prophetic prayer...intercession...as revelations are revealed...pray them back to the Father...and in doing so you are executing favor or extending a death sentence...you hold life and death in your tongue!  I am bringing you higher, as even now you are feeling the call....As you hike the mountain of these Revelations, do not grow weary...grasp every revelation that is brought to you... some you  will  understand easily...others you must dig in to understand it...but with each one pray it back to the Father... I have provided the tools and will send labors to help you along the way... it is muddy and can be slippery...plant each step firmly in the foundations of the word...being very discerning over each revelation... there is much deception out there...use the scepter..as a sword...the word of God  to put to death each evil spirit that enters into your courts unannounced or unwelcomed and as you pray the Father will reveal the source of the revelation..confirming it!  Keep your eyes upward... looking to the top...for there is your prize..."


Esther 4:11

 “All the king’s officials and the people of the royal provinces know that for any man or woman who approaches the king in the inner court without being summoned the king has but one law: that they be put to death unless the king extends the gold scepter to them and spares their lives. But thirty days have passed since I was called to go to the king.”


Ephesians 1:17
" I keep asking that the God of our Lord Jesus Christ, the glorious Father, may give you the Spirit[a] of wisdom and revelation, so that you may know him better."


Ephesians 2:1-10


 "1 As for you, you were dead in your transgressions and sins, 2 in which you used to live when you followed the ways of this world and of the ruler of the kingdom of the air, the spirit who is now at work in those who are disobedient. 3 All of us also lived among them at one time, gratifying the cravings of our flesh and following its desires and thoughts. Like the rest, we were by nature deserving of wrath. 4 But because of his great love for us, God, who is rich in mercy, 5made us alive with Christ even when we were dead in transgressions—it is by grace you have been saved. 6 And God raised us up with Christ and seated us with him in the heavenly realms in Christ Jesus, 7 in order that in the coming ages he might show the incomparable riches of his grace, expressed in his kindness to us in Christ Jesus. 8 For it is by grace you have been saved, through faith—and this is not from yourselves, it is the gift of God— 9 not by works, so that no one can boast. 10 For we are God’s handiwork, created in Christ Jesus to do good works, which God prepared in advance for us to do."

Proverbs 12:18

"The words of the reckless pierce like swords, 
   but the tongue of the wise brings healing."


Psalm 24:3-4

"3 Who may ascend the mountain of the LORD? 
   Who may stand in his holy place?
4 The one who has clean hands and a pure heart,
   who does not trust in an idol
   or swear by a false god."





Thank you Father the source of all revelation... I give you praise and glory... I worship you for you alone are worthy of all praise.... Father, right now I bind my heart to yours so that each revelation will be clear and precise... I thank you in adance and pray that I will glorify you in all I do and say. Thank you, in Jesus name...

Friday, March 25, 2011

To The Church..and Each Member...Says the Spirit of the Lord

To the church:
Time to rise up~Time to be active and NOT passive~For you have been edified~Time to take your position in my kingdom ~ Time to rise up in my name For I have taught you and have placed my words and my light in you~ 


To the each member: 
Time to bear fruit~Time to be who I made you to be~No longer should you look to man for guidance but should look to my spirit~ For you have grown and are now able to lead to fulfill your calling~I created you for a task~ and have gifted  you each to serve according to your abilities.  Time to stop passively observing  and start actively worshiping in spirit and in truth!


For I created you for THIS time! 


1 Peter 4: 9-11
Offer hospitality to one another without grumbling. Each one should use whatever gift he has received to serve others, faithfully administering God's grace in its various forms. If anyone speaks, he should do it as one speaking the very words of God. If anyone serves, he should do it with the strength God provides, so that in all things God may be praised through Jesus Christ. To him be the glory and the power for ever and ever. Amen.

John 4:23-24
But the hour cometh, and now is, when the true worshipers shall worship the Father in spirit and in truth: for the Father seeketh such to worship him. God is a Spirit: and they that worship him must worship him in spirit and in truth


Philippians 3:3 
For we are the circumcision, which worship God in the spirit, and rejoice in Christ Jesus, and have no confidence in the flesh. 



"Dark Days are Ahead"

I want to revisit this prophetic message from Jesus!

I have learned through the years that every single detail involved in a vision are important.  So, with this in mind I want to revisit the prophetic message from Jesus concerning "Dark days are ahead".  Though not in fear but in trying to grasp as much as I can from the message...

First off, this message was given to me while I was with Jesus in heaven in the spirit.... That is a key point as in heaven no darkness...no storms...no dark days exist... However, in the vision I saw dark clouds appear with wind...  When Jesus saw this... he didn't rebuke the storm/winds... In fact, he very reverently regarded the storm/winds...and went on to adamantly assure me to not worry...

First vision:
"Then all of a sudden the wind started blowing and Jesus looked up to the sky... I looked and saw a dark storm coming in rolling across the land.... Jesus said in a very seriously but yet tender tone, "Dark days are ahead!" then he looked at me and immediately I was drawn into his eyes...I could see his expression and concern so clearly and he said in the most assuring tone, "I don't want you to be afraid! I am with you!" 

Second vision:
"Jesus, I want to ask you about the dark days that are coming... What were you referring to...?  "Dark days are coming to America~but I don't want you to worry about that!" How do  I prepare?  "You prepare by keeping your eyes on me."


So if we know that no darkness exist in heavens what could this wind and dark clouds be... 


Psalms: 18: 7-12
"The earth trembled and quaked, and the foundations of the mountains shook; they trembled because he was angry. Smoke rose from his nostrils; consuming fire came from his mouth burning coals blazed out of it. He parted the heavens and came down; dark clouds were under his feet. He mounted the cherubim and flew; he soared on the wings of the wind.  He made darkness his covering, his canopy around him~the dark rain clouds of the sky. Out of the brightness of his presence clouds advanced, with hailstones and bolts of lightning."


Psalms 94: 1-4
"The Lord reigns, let the earth be glad; let the distant shores rejoice.  Clouds and thick darkness surround him; righteousness and justice are the foundation of his throne. Fire goes before him and consumes his foes on every side. His lightning lights u the world; the earth sees and trembles." 


Deuteronomy 4:11-12
"You came near and stood at the foot of the mountain while in blazed with fire to the very heaves, with black clouds and deep darkness. The the Lord spoke to you out of the fire. You heard the sounds of words but saw no form; there was only a voice."


Luke 21: 25-28
"There will be signs in the sun, moon and stars. On the earth, nations will be in anguish and perplexity at the roaring and tossing of the sea. Men will faint from terror, apprehensive of what is coming on the world, for the heavenly bodies will be shaken. At that time they will see the son of Man coming in a cloud with power and great glory. When these things begin to take place, stand up and lift up your heads, because you redemption is drawing near."


....But do not be afraid....for I am with you...





Thursday, March 24, 2011

On the Dirt Road with Jesus....

[encounter] 3/24/11

As I am more and more able to have conversations with Jesus~ open dialog ~ I am seeing that even though he wants to answer all of my questions and he does brilliantly... He his more concerned about my well being.. understanding his great love for me... his identity and mine in him...not just in the present time but who He has always been to me rather I recognized Him or not....  During this conversation he revealed himself to me as "Truth" and then as "My Father".   He gives me insight into the future but he also teaches me about my past...Thank you Jesus for meeting me on the dirt road this morning...

**This morning in prayer I saw Jesus walking down a dirt road.... I asked if I could join him... He turned and reached out his hand... As we were walking he said to me, (as he reminded me of all the long walks I used to take with my grand-parents down the long dirt roads) ...This is the road of life...In life everyone has the ability to see the truth~ but it a choice!" Jesus turned and looked at me and said, 'I am the truth!" I asked, "Who am I?  "You are a carrier of the truth!"

John 16: 4
"Jesus saith unto him, I am the way, the truth, and the life: no man cometh unto the Father, but by me." 

We turned and continue to walk down this road...I said, "Last night you gave me a vision... it was a lake of fire...I saw a Kingly man in the lake and an arrow pointing up.... when I followed the arrow up I saw paradise.. Abraham's bosoms...and a Large Gate..."  Jesus said, "I was teaching you about the rich man...and how he had the ability to see into paradise....torment is real...the lake of fire is real...  and part of that torment is the ability to see past the great divide....This rich man didn't receive the word while he was able...he was engulfed by all his riches...there he found his glory... But I am in the meek and the mild...the lowly...for such is done to the least is also done unto me..This man paid no attention to the poor man~Lazarus and in ignoring him, he ignored me... . pay close attention to those who have less than you... and the ones who appear to be weaker for there is where I will be...be very careful that you are not deceived by those who  appear to have achieved greatness in my kingdom...many wolves have clothed themselves as to appear righteous ~they have elevated themselves~ I have not~ for this purpose desire the things I give you... the things I reveal to you... keep your eyes on me and my fortune...there are many deceivers among you... be very discerning~ ask me and I will reveal their source...even now you have noticed a great increase in your ability to discern wickedness... you have done right! Be careful not to be overcome with the things in this world... I will provide all your needs... I know what you have need of... "  Luke 16: 19-31

Jesus, I want to ask you about the dark days that are coming... What were you referring to...?  "Dark days are coming to America~but I don't want you to worry about that!" How do  I prepare?  "You prepare by keeping your eyes on me."

Psalm 18: 11-12
"He made darkness his covering, his canopy around him~the dark rain clouds of the sky. Out of the brightness of his presence clouds advanced, with hailstones and bolts of lightning."



Psalm 94: 1-4
"The Lord reigns, let the earth be glad; let the distant shores rejoice.  Clouds and thick darkness surround him; righteousness and justice are the foundation of his throne. Fire goes before him and consumes his foes on every side. His lightning lights u the world; the earth sees and trembles." 


Deuteronomy 4:11-12
"You came near and stood at the foot of the mountain while in blazed with fire to the very heaves, with black clouds and deep darkness. The the Lord spoke to you out of the fire. You heard the sounds of words but saw no form; there was only a voice."

Is there anything you want me to know right now?  At this time I was taken back to my childhood~growing up with no father... Jesus so tenderly says, "I am your father~ I have always been there for you~" ....Thank you, Jesus... Psalm 68: 4-5 

What is my purpose here...? "Your purpose is to be a prophet~"
But I don't know how to get people to listen to me..!  "The ones who will listen, will listen because they have a heart for me... and they will see your fruit~that is how you will get people to listen... My spirit will cause them to listen or to not listen... if there hearts are already hardened...they haven't listened to me and they won't listen to you... But that is not for you to worry about... you burden is not to determine who will receive the truth but to carry it....

"There were times in your life when you have felt so alone...in fact most of your life you have felt this way~Isolated~I set you apart form the beginning.. I chose you before you knew me..I caused you to not fit in~ for my purposes I needed you to not be apart  of the world~ I need you to not have any identity with the world~no kinship~ I need  your eyes and heart on me~your kinship is me~ So many times you tired so hard to fit in with the world and it only brought destruction ~ You were at war with yourself because that was not your calling~~~ Yes, dark days are on the horizon for America~ But it is during this time, even now, that my angels are dividing the wicked from the righteous...Setting them apart for my word to be fulfilled."  Luke 21:7-28

For today Lord, what do I need to know for today, "Gentleness and Love..."  Galations 5: 22

Jesus reached out his hand... and in his hand was a glowing white ball of light... I reached out and took it... placing in to my chest... and as I did I saw the light go into my chest and explode light throughout my entire body.... Jesus, said, "This is my glory....You have received my glory and have been transformed into my image... "

2 Corinthians 3: 18
"But we all, with unveiled face beholding as in a mirror the glory of the Lord, are transformed into the same image from glory to glory, eve as from the Lord the Spirit." (ASV)

Wednesday, March 23, 2011

With Jesus...


[encounter] 3/23/11

While praying tonight in a vision I saw Jesus....He was reaching out his hand to me... I reached out and took hold of his hand and when I did I was immediately in the vision... I was surrounded by pink roses...as I looked around I thought PINK...that's my favorite color... Jesus said "It's your grandmothers favorite color as well...and roses are her favorite flowers...she planted these for you..." I was so overwhelmed... I looked and saw a lush green hill and at the top was a beautiful Greek inspired estate..complete with iron scroll railings...blooming flowers of every kind lavished the iron window boxes and cascaded over the intricate railings.. I turned around and saw Jesus standing behind me...I fell down at his feet and just begin to praise and worship him... thanking him for dying on the cross for...for taking my strips...He bent down and kissed me on the head and said, "You are worth it all"  as he helped me to stand... He said, "All of this is yours... that is your house.... do you like it?"  Oh yes, that is my favorite style...it's beautiful~Thank you! Then all of a sudden the wind started blowing and Jesus looked up to the sky... I looked and saw a dark storm coming in rolling across the land.... Jesus said in a very seriously but yet tender tone, "Dark days are ahead!" then he looked at me and immediately I was drawn into his eyes...I could see his expression and concern so clearly and he said in the most assuring tone, "I don't want you to be afraid! I am with you!"  His eyes were like flowing water...with depths unspeakable... I had absolute no fear... there was such peace and love...I didn't even care about the dark days... I was so overwhelmed with the peace that radiated from him.. But just as fast as the storm blew in....it was gone and there was peace again across the land....

I asked Jesus to tell me something about myself... Jesus said, "You have a sensitive heart... I gave you a soft heart... But, yet you have worked so hard to harden it through the years... Stop doing that... I made you sensitive...!" I started to just repent and ask forgiveness for everything I had ever done... every sin... "He gazed into my eyes and said, "What sin? I don't remember any?"  Absolutely in awe... He almost answered every question before I asked it...Yet, I had to initiate the asking in order to get the response... . As I am just in awe of him... now speechless... I begin to stumble over my words.. I ask, "Am I doing the right thing.. am I where I need to be... "  Jesus said to me so lovingly, "You are right in tune with my spirit...You are right where you need to be..."  It was so hard keeping my composure... I felt undone... I then saw a mail box... and in the mail box is a large package protruding out... I went to get it out and as I did I asked Jesus, "What is this?" as I was opening the package... I saw a scroll and a birth right.  At the top of the scroll were the words "Decree to the Kingdom".. I asked Jesus, "What Kingdom?"  Jesus replied, "Your kingdom... for I have seated you with me in heavenly places!"  "What do I do with it", I asked... Jesus replied, "You will know it time... ".  The other piece of paper~ a birth right ....and on the birth right was listed the date I received salvation...then every time that I rededicated my life to Jesus.  Jesus said, "This is your right to be here....you belong here with me... and you can come anytime you wish."  Jesus, I want to talk freely with you like this always...at any time face to face like this... Jesus said, "All you have to do is just start talking to me and I will answer..I will be with you everywhere you go..!"  Again, I just fell at his feet and thanked him over and over..telling him that I loved him... he placed his hand on my head and then helped me up again and said as he looked into my eyes...  " I love you~more than you can comprehend right now."  My perspective then changed.  I notice that now we, me and Jesus, are on one of the terraces of my heavenly mansion... and we are looking out over a crystal sea... "Its' beautiful here, isn't it?", Jesus said so thoughtfully..."Yes!" is all I could say... and it was, it was breathtaking...I found myself  just staring at him...as he looked out over the land down the rocky shore and the crystall sea..... There was such a quiet thoughtfulness in his demeanor....such strength...beauty in the purest form... then the vision faded away and I was back in my bed....

Jesus, thank you, thank you, thank you~~~ I LOVE YOU!.

Tuesday, March 22, 2011

Persevere....

Persevere in your walk of faith~praying always in the spirit for there lies your most perfect faith~keeping the door open~For I am teaching you a new thing~ Allow perseverance to continue it's work...I am stretching your spiritual ground... I am moving you forward. Don't resist it and don't grief my spirit when you experience it! It is only when your outside of your comfort zone that you can experience growth... Persevere, I am teaching you new ways to see me...a new way for you to experience all I have for you... I am testing your faith but only for a  little while, it must be made perfect...and then you will have all you ask for~ For I give generously to those who ask....

James 1: 2-5
Consider it pure joy, my brothers, whenever you face trials of many kinds, because you know that the testing of your faith develops perseverance. Perseverance must finish it's work so that you may be mature and complete, not lacking anything. If any of you lacks wisdom, he should ask of God, who gives generously to all without finding fault, and it will be given to him. 


Thank you Father for hearing my plea for more... thank you for taking me through trials of faith so that I might experience more of you... thank you for taking me beyond my scope of understanding...for your knowledge is infinite....thank you for your living word that stretches my knowledge daily... I give you praise for the work your doing in me!! I worship you, I worship you... I worship you~~ In Jesus Mighty Name~

Monday, March 21, 2011

FAITH, DOUBT AND FEAR....


[vision] 3/21/11

This morning in prayer I asked the Lord to show me an area where I need work... an area that he wants me to grow in...and for the wisdom, knowledge and understanding to grasp it....As I continued to pray and worship him the Lord revealed to me a key and on that key was the word "FAITH".  I reached out my hand and took the key and as I did a door appeared that had the word "FAITH" on it.  I placed the key in the door knob and turned the handle... as I did the door opened and inside the door was the universe... I saw the earth, the heavens, the stars...everything.... EVERYTHING seen and unseen is located within the door of "FAITH"....

 Hebrews 11: 3"By faith we understand that the universe was formed at God's command, so that what is seen was not made out of what was visible."

Just inside the door of faith was another key.  On this key was the word "DOUBT".  I reached out and took the key but I had to walk back through the door of "FAITH" to get to the door of "DOUBT" for doubt can not exist inside "FAITH".  As I did, I saw the closed door of "DOUBT" beside the door opened door of "FAITH", I placed the key in the door knob and locked the door... and tossed the key away... Just as I did a huge weight fell of me....I felt "light" ...I felt freed!!

Even now as I am writing this I am seeing another key. This key has the word "Fear" on it.... I open my Bible and the Lord leads me to this verse.

Isaiah 33:6 " He will be the sure foundation for your times, a rich story of salvation and wisdom and knowledge; the fear of the Lord is the key to this treasure." 


How beautiful ~~  God has given me (not just me) the key of FAITH that unlocks everything seen and unseen within the universe... He placed within the door of faith the key of DOUBT to be able to lock that door and throw away the key.... He has also given the key to all of the treasure of wisdom and understanding which is the FEAR of the LORD!!  How beautiful is our Lord that he places in our hand the keys to the universe...all we have to do is reach out and take it!!!  THANK YOU JESUS!!

Dear Father,
I thank you for infinite wisdom and understanding... I thank you that you have placed the keys to the universe in my hands... that I have access to all of your creation through faith in your son Jesus Christ... I praise you father for your ways are so magnificent!! Thank you for the blood of your son which allows me to come so boldly before your throne with an unveiled face....to seek answers and direction from you...and thank you Father that when I ask in faith you deliver... I praise you LORD!! I praise you, IN JESUS MIGHTY NAME!

Sunday, March 20, 2011

A Clay pot and the Camel...

Okay, So, this morning in prayer I asked the Holy spirit to show me how he sees me...

SAW:   A "camel"',

           [OKAY~God where are you going with this?]

SAW: A large clay pot.  This pot was still in the process of being molded., shaped and formed.  Inside the pot I saw a very bright light.

           [Hum, so how are these related...]

The clay pot I get:  I am the clay he is the potter..molding me and shaping me into his imagine... while His light, the Holy Spirit, indwells me.  But, the camel... Lord I am gonna need some help here... But, that was it...I got no further instruction on the camel..or how the two are related...Sometimes,as I have learned, the Lord will do this to make me dig on my own... to make me think harder~~for those are the lessons that I will never forget.

Alight, I have to learn about Camels!

The camel is a beast of burden (a working animal)  that can be domesticated and used to perform tasks or jobs...they also can be trained to kneel....they not only provide milk but also meat...The camel is also known to be known testy and get unhappy with how things might be going.  A camel has a thick coat that reflects sunlight, and also insulates it from the intense heat radiated from desert sand.   They are known for adapting to their surroundings....


"Camels" from a friend Kelly Philips on QW~Thanks Kelly!



Camel comes from the Hebrew letter gimmel & it means blessings or  generosity.
Psalms 112 is all about the blessings that will follow the man who honors the Lord.

Camel 's backs have a capacity to what they are allowed to carry and fold under the pressure of extreme weight yet their distance they travel is seemingly incomparable when the endorsement of their ability to find springs of water are added to the capabilities of their agenda , yet their cud and chew come with the delicacies( fruit ) of their seasons within view .

 So My overcomers adapt and overcome adversities through the faith and substance of their presence before Me .

 So do not allow adversities to enter your equation for My future and Will lie within you as a present ( Gift /fruit ) attachment awaiting release through a word spoken in trust as a Goliath among men .

 Such is My love for those that abide in Me as My strength carries them through all the deserts of doubt for I AM your Spring of Living Water in a world of adverse conditions so condition your faith in " My " trust for the ( gift )fruit of My Peace is to Rest within the Well of My ( fruit )tranquility I cause you to be for others . . .

 John 4:10-14 (King James Version)
 10Jesus answered and said unto her, If thou knewest the gift of God, and who it is that saith to thee, Give me to drink; thou wouldest have asked of himand he would have given thee living water.
 11The woman saith unto him, Sir, thou hast nothing to draw with, and the well is deep: from whence then hast thou that living water?
 12Art thou greater than our father Jacob, which gave us the well, and drank thereof himself, and his children, and his cattle?
 13Jesus answered and said unto her, Whosoever drinketh of this water shall thirst again:
 14But whosoever drinketh of the water that I shall give him shall never thirst; but the water that I shall give him shall be in him a well of water springing up into everlasting life.

Written by jeff Kingshot 12/22/08
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Milk Products. “A land flowing with milk and honey” was promised to the Israelites (Josh. 5:6), and in that promise they envisioned abundance and prosperity. The Hebrews drank the milk of camels, sheep, and goats. The camel’s milk was especially rich and strong, but not very sweet. References to milk are found throughout the Old Testament (cf. Prov. 27:27; Deut. 32:14).


This is what the Holy spirit is saying to me, "I am the potter molding the clay pot containing my light..You are my  clay pot but you are also a camel... You are my chosen one to carry my burden...and because of that I am "domesticating" you "molding" "conforming" you into my imagine~I have "coated" you with my armor and I have placed my light inside of you.   I have drawn you with my love to myself teaching you to "kneel" before me to worship....and as I have I am equipping you to do a job~"to perform my tasks"...strengthening you...making my light brighter and brighter in you.  I have feed you so that you may feed others with
 "milk and meat"... there are times that you haven't liked the process and have rebelled just as a camel would but I need you to remain pliable as the clay...I need you to remain as yielding as the clay so I can continue to form you...I need you to remain completely adaptive to my ways..."


Thank you Lord for not giving up on me when I was so rebellious.. Please continue to mold me...continue to conform me into your imagine.. make me completely adapted to your ways...

Isaiah 45:9
Isaiah 64:8
Jeremiah 18:6

Saturday, March 19, 2011

Worshiping with the Angels..

~Worshiping with The Angels~ 

[vision] 3/19/11

While praising and worshiping the Lord  last night He allowed me to see the angelic host surrounding me. As I was on the floor on my knees face down before the Lord.

SAW:  I looked and saw I was surrounding by angels.  For as much room as was allowed they were on their faces with me in the same position face down worshiping the Lord...The room was filled with the heavenly host...there was in fact not even room for them all to be face down...There were some angels even standing in the corners...some had instruments in their hands... All praising and worshiping the Lord with me....

Oh, Thank you Lord for such a beautiful sight....I love you so much...


Psalm 148:1-3


1 Praise the LORD.   Praise the LORD from the heavens;
   praise him in the heights above.
2 Praise him, all his angels;
   praise him, all his heavenly hosts.
3 Praise him, sun and moon;
   praise him, all you shining stars."

Friday, March 18, 2011

Laying a brick...

This morning in prayer the Holy Spirit reminded me of the "Winds blowing over fertile soil" and the sword that he should me yesterday...which is the word of God.... The sword is the tool used to defeat an undefeated foe....  I asked the Holy Spirit to show me how he wants me to use the sword...

SAW: A brick.  and my hand was laying the brick down....

HEARD: You are to build a foundation for prayer

 

1 Timothy 2:1-3 (King James Version)

 1I exhort therefore, that, first of all, supplications, prayers, intercessions, and giving of thanks, be made for all men;
 2For kings, and for all that are in authority; that we may lead a quiet and peaceable life in all godliness and honesty.
 3For this is good and acceptable in the sight of God our Saviour;

Thursday, March 17, 2011

A transference of the same vision.....

I don't blog about the people that God shows me...for these are personal messages from God...in order for me to pray for them....  I will speak them out if I am in a prayer group in order for the entire group to come together and pray as well...However, tonight God allowed us to experience a transference of the same vision from Drew to myself.  Drew began to speak out about a man in a car and two children in the backseat...As he did I began to pray and the Holy Spirit revealed the same vision to me and I was able to give Drew details concerning the situation...Drew confirmed what I was seeing and I was able to confirm what he was seeing.   We as a group began to pray in the spirit  for the deliverance for this man and protection for the children and as we did I began to see the blackness that surrounded the man lift....I saw an arm come between the man and the children..almost as a barrier.... Drew also confirmed that he saw an arm surround the children...The Holy Spirit gave me understanding that the man was being delivered as we were praying... In Jesus name and by the power of His blood.. Praise the Lord!!!  ALL FOR YOUR GLORY FATHER ALL FOR YOUR GLORY!!!

Jesus, I praise you for you are holy!!!  I thank you Jesus for allowing us to experience such a blessing and for allowing us to take part in the deliverance of this man and children!!!

Fresh Winds...

This morning in my prayer time on my face before the Lord the question  "What is my purpose within the church?' kept coming to mind... over and over I heard this question... after sometime in prayer humbly praising Jesus seeking his will his guidance... I received this word: 

"Fresh winds are blowing- sweeping across a fertile soil-the winds of change are flowing-be cautious not to quench them..allow the winds to take you higher-higher into my council says the Lord- Follow my spirit and I will guide you into greater revelation -Follow me for I want to take you higher, allow these winds to carry you -Not just you, bring those that I show you- for they desire more of me- and I will pour out a blessing-  I will open heaven and pour out a blessing you can not contain."

In a vision I saw a sword, which is the Word of God,  going forth ahead of these winds....

Ephesians 6:17:
 "And take the helmet of salvation, and the sword of the Spirit, which is the word of God:"

Psalm 104: 1-3
"Praise the Lord, O my soul. O Lord my God, you are very great; you are clothed with splendor and majesty. He wraps himself in light as with a garment; he stretches out the heavens like a tent and lays the beams of his upper chambers on their waters. He makes the clouds his chariot and rides on the wings of the wind." 

As I began to really medicate on this word and vision... The Holy Spirit began to impress on me the need to assist the church (his body of believers) to climb higher... to the next level in Jesus Christ... to seek him more intimately through prayer... The Holy Spirit began to show me that there are members of the church who he is blessing with spiritual gifts and out of fear and lack of knowledge they are not using them.   I feel the Holy Spirit ordaining a prophetic prayer ministry...  "Winds of Change"  "To the intent that now unto the principalities and powers in heavenly places might be known by the church the manifold wisdom of God, According to the eternal purpose which he purposed in Christ Jesus our Lord: In whom we have boldness and access with confidence by the faith of him. " Ephesians 3:10-12.

For your glory Father, direct my path...in Jesus Mighty name!